no fukkin make-up exams... >_<

omg! wtf, i have to wait a long ass time to make up my damn exams. it's not my fault i got siick on that ONE day!*ugh* anyway, today was the booksale and i had to buy all my new books for the semester. they hardly had any used books left so most of mine are new books. welpx, i dont really care, because im good at taking care of them. in plus, when i sell them i'd get like 90 something dollars back. hellz yeah! LOL okay...im debating on whether or not i shud get a new xanga..hRmm *think think think*

  what happend to that boy?

i think i shud say that today was pretty bad. yannoe...i thought i had everything all planned out. i met this really cool guy and he's such a sweetie, but the thing is...i don't think he's into me. actually, i don't even know if he know's i like him. yeah yeah, i should tell him, but that would ruin everything. he's in "love" with someone else, and he even told me. i mean yeah, i respect that and all, but it's just weird...i didnt ask for him to like me and i hope he's happy with whoever he's with, but it would just be great to be able to be with him in that way. unfortunately, i've put to much thought into this..and yeah i guess thats pretty bad! but what can i say? =[ i guess, eventually, if he ends up to like, me then he would tell me. the thing is...i think im falling for him! and thats even worst. sheesh* someone help me =[

even though i stayed in today. i had fun talkin to people and catchin up on old timez. like ESTEFANY kept asing me bout winterball =P and i felt soo luved by my new bestfriend:

li SeNs AzN il: i LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

and funny tmes like:

 AsIaNpRyDe 304: u all that in a bag of chips
b a b y x f 0 b: haha speaking of chips im hungry
AsIaNpRyDe 304: hahaha

 but in the end, i ended up being all hated by both ofem. =\\  anywhoO, that was practically my day. sucked huh?!

fukk noo...*UgH* i can't stand my br0ther. he's such a fukkin JERK! and my m0ms leavin for a month to go visit her m0m. and like n0 ones on my side anym0re =\\ i freakin can't stand my dd bcuz he takes my br0thers side to0 much! it pisses me off bcuz i d0nt get shit and my br0ther takes every m0ther fukkin thing fr0m me!! i can't stand the shit outta him, he never leaves me al0ne wif the people i hang out with. he's lucky i don't tell him how i relee feel about him & how much of an asshole he is...gEez, why wont they jux leave me the fukk alone?!